bad blogger!
This summer has just flown by - like at Concord speeds. The month we spent in Oklahoma went by really fast. And somehow - it's been almost a month and a half and school is about to start next week! Yowzers!
Its been a fun summer - full of excitement, heat, sweat, swimming pools, fishing, rollercoasters, and a 40 hour round trip car ride. And somehow, it is August 16th! ABSURD!
Well my DMS plans didn't pan out. The stupid school i was going to started to have accredidation problems (with their nursing program) and I think it snowballed from there. I applied for the program anyway but I got an email saying they aren't enrolling a fall class. OH. joy. I get to start all over again. I just LOVE that I spent lots of money on fifteen prereq hours that I didn't really need! YAY!
So here I am again, kindeve back where I was. Sitting with a bachelor's degree in something I can't really do anything with and no real idea what I want to do. Well wait - i can think of lots of things that I WANT to go but realistically, I need a career. As much as I have enjoyed not working and being home for/with the kids - I am starting to get antsy. I miss adult interaction, deadlines, tasks, email, calendars, etc. The other day I found myself reorganizing the FILING in my office. I printed up my beautiful labels and organized everything in alphabetical order. And as I reflected on my hard work - i realized it was kindeve pathetic. I love to file and organize things into cute little boxes and files with pretty little lables. Usually, I get my fill of that at work - and now that I'm not working my mind created a need for "filing" in my office. cra-zy.
So now, I'm looking at nursing school at Shepherd University. I am a little (A LOT) anxious, nervous, worried, stressin' about going back to a traditional classroom. I am a little miffed that I have to go through new student orientation on Friday. Hello! I am 32 years old. I know what college is about, I know how to get around a campus, where to buy books, how to manage student loans, etc. I am not looking forward to spending six hours with a bunch of obnoxious ass freshmen. (Hopefully it won't be that bad.)
I won't know how my credits transferred until Friday but doing my own evaluation, I'm pretty sure I will have to take Chemistry I & lab, Chemistry II & Lab, Microbiology, STATISTICS (OMG), a general class on nutrition, and some general class about nursing. The idea of having to take a year of Chemistry is enough to make me not want to do it - but I have always viewed Chemistry at SWOSU as one of my biggest failures. Having to drop that class was the moment that I realized I couldn't be anything I wanted - which meant I couldn't be an epidemiologist for the CDC. I have to take it. Again. Its enough to make my palms sweaty. It's kindeve freaking me out. I won't even get started on a statistics class. I am mathmatically challenged. Big time.
Hopefully, they won't come back and make me take a bunch of ridiculous crap that I have already taken. That might make me reconsider the program. But at this time, it's my best option. Hopefully, I won't have more than a year's worth of prereqs that I would need to take - and then the nursing program is a 2 year program. Viola! I'll have another bachelor's degree - hopefully one that will be useful.
Wish me luck on Friday - my patience levels for the younger generation are almost non-existent. If I have to sit through HOURS of dumb questions, gum smacking, texting - ugh. At least it's Friday and it will be over in time for me to meet Bill for happy hour. ;)